See, here's the thing guys. Lately, I've been finding myself stuck in the middle of all this negative energy and I can't seem to escape it no matter what I do. For all of you who know me, you can probably say that I'm a pretty positive person. I try to be happy all the time and very seldom do I burst into tears. I am open about the problems I face, but I try to put a funny twist to it or I just seem nonchalant about it.
On my very first blog post, I mentioned how important it is to let out your emotions before you go crazy, and I still stand by that. Hence, this post.
When it comes to problem-solving, I'm an optimist. I try my very best to lift up the issues the most time-efficient manner, while maintaining a positive experience. I hate confrontation, but rather, I talk things out or brush things off. As best as I can, I avoid all situations that might lead me to an argument. I never understood why people fight to an extent that noise level barriers are broken or bruises and blood are present. I feel like things can easily be handled better when voices are calm and hands are kept to yourself.
So seeing my parents fight because of the most ridiculous things is really frustrating for me. For those who know about my situation, you probably know that the issue that my parents fight about is a little more complicated than your typical marital problem. So in some instances, it's worth the fight. But for someone who lives with the constant screaming about found jewelries, phone card receipts, and locked doors, I get tired of it.
I guess you can't blame them for trying to fight for what's right, but there's gotta be a better way to do this. My ears hurt already.
Saturday, July 10, 2010
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i hope it gets better!! <3<3<3
ReplyDeletei don't know why
ReplyDeletei am touched by your writing
maybe because of my parents
maybe myself
always good luck
you are really cool
-illidian